where are you?

i don't know what's wrong with you..

just tell me..
and i'll listen..

you know what?
i'm worried..

surprise!

si ndut from si jelek :)

another surprise..
hmm.. boneka sapi..
damn cute!!

jadi gini ceritanya.. intinya aja yah..
tadi.. ke haritage sama dia, trus pas lagi mau bungkus kado, tiba2 dia nanya2 soal boneka sapi yg ada disitu..
gw comot aja satu.. sambil bilang "lucuan yg ini!"
ga lama..di beli dhe boneka sapinya..
pas gw tanya "lah? bwt syapa go?"
dia cuma jawab..
simple.. "ada dhe!!"

gw mikirnya, itu bwt tmennya..soalnya abis dari haritage, dia mau ke rmh tmennya..

tapi ternyata..
i was wrong..

pas udah mau deket2 rumah tante gw.. tiba2 dia bilang "nes2.. ambilin sapinya dhe.."
gw kasihlah ke dia.. sambil nyetir, dimain2in tu sapi..
dicium2.. di goyang2in..
gw ikut2an aja, sambil bilang "lucuuunyaa!! tapi masih bau toko go!"
spt biasa, responnya paling cuma ktawa2 doank.. hehehe..

tiba2, pas gw lagi diem..
dia naro boneka sapinya di pangkuan gw..

"dijaga yah nes, sapinya"

just as simple as that.. a simple words..
and congratulations..
you make me surprised!

hmm..
untuk ke-sekian kalinya..
i just wanna say.. thx for all of this..!
a man with full of surprises..
yeah, it's you! :)

it's your birthday!!

today, is his birthday..
so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY than..

tadi pulang skolah smpet ketemu, trus ngasi kado dhe!
kado yg udah disiapin slama 1 bln.. akhirnya nyampe jg ke orangnya.. hehehehe..

poko'nya wish you all the best, and hope all your dreams will come true..
smoga, smua impian lo yg pernah lo critain ke gw terwujud yah.. :)
amiinnn..

he said

"-nesz- :: angels brought you here :: - dan aku punya kamu, sahabatku.. << senangnya gw dah kenal lo selama ini... aku-pun menjadi milikmu sahabatku.."

a prayer

Lord,
I pray for a man that will be a part of my life
A man that really loves You more than everything
A man that will take me in the second place of his
heart
A man that lives not for himself but for U
Face and phsysical attraction isn't important
The most important is
I want a heart that really loves and thristy of U


And he must know for whom and for what he lives
So his life isn't useless
Someone that have a wise heart
Not only a smart brain
A man that not only loves me but also respect me
A man that not only can adore me
But can also warn me when I'm wrong
A man that loves me not from my beauty but from
my heart
A man that can be my best friend in every time
and situation
A man that make me feel like a woman when I
beside him

I am not asking for a perfect man
But I ask for an imperfect one
So I can make him perfect in Your eyes.
A man that needs my support for his strength
A man that needs my prayer for his life
A man that needs my smile to cover his sadness
A man that needs my love so he could feel beloved
A man that needs me to make his life perfect

And I also ask
To make me be a woman that can made him proud
Give me a heart that really loves You
So I could love him with Your love
Not to love him with my love
Give me Your gentle spirit
So my beauty does not come from the outside but
comes from You
Give me Your Hands
So I always be able to pray for him
Give me Your eyes
So I could see many good things in him and not
the bad ones
Give me Your mouth
That fulfills with Your words of wisdom and
encourage
So I could support him every day
Give me Your lips
And I will smile at him every morning

And I wish when finally we meet
Both of us can say
How great that You give me someone that can
make my life perfect
I know that You want us to meet at the right time
And You will make everything beautiful in Your time
Amen.

gw dapet dari friendster..
hmm..
dalem ajah..
dia..
akan slalu ada dalam do'a2 gw..
insyaAllah..

a poem

dari sahabatmu...

Bila kamu tersesat dalam derasnya sungai
kamu dapat menggapai batu untuk berlindung
karena itu, sahabatmu...

Bila muka kamu terkena tinja kehidupan
raihlah setetes air untuk membersihkanmu
karena itu, sahabatmu...

Bila kakimu terlelah karena panjangnya perjalananmu
duduklah di bangku taman dekatmu
karena itu, sahabatmu...

Dunia itu akan terasa indah dan abadi
karena sahabatmu selalu ada disekitarmu

sahabat datang karena cinta dan kasih
sahabat memberikan lebih, dari apa yang kamu berikan
maka beruntunglah manusia yang bersahabat
karena kelak akan abadi hidupnya...
dan kamu telah memiliknya...

||Ndra||

..yes, i have you in my life :)

i said

"lo ngrasain kya gitu, bkn lo yg mau khan..hati lo yg mau.. dan prasaan ga pnah bs disalahin" -me

..missin' him already..

here, there and everywhere

feel free to write?
yes i am!!
hehehehe..

gw abis baca bukunya Icha Rachmawati yg judulnya Beauty Case.. ya bagus sih lumayan..tp ada line2 yg gw suka.. contohnya.

"waktu lo pikir lo tau semuanya tentang seseorang, sesatu selalu muncul, to suprise you"

yups!
been there done that!
waktu lo ngrasa kya'nya lo udah ngenal seseorang bgt2,, adaaa aja yg bikin shock! unexpected thoughts..
hmm.. balik lagi ke diri lo juga sih..
skarang, lo mau nrima tu orang apa adanya, atau let go gitu aja?
anyway, i choose the first one!
menerima apa adanya.. :)

"he's a hope, he's a friend, and he's all those songs that painted my life. He's a part of me that I cannot let go.. He is my here, there and everywhere.. he makes me who I am" -Beauty Case :: Icha Rachmawati ::"

jgn kemana2 yah!

i'm afarid of losing seorang teman baik..
hmm..
knp gw terlalu parno kalo dia pergi?

understand me..
he lets me be myself..
feels comfortable when i'm with him..
is that the reason?

ga tau dhe..
tp yg jlas, he knows how to treat me..
dia ngerti gmana cara ngatasin gw, kalo gw lagi down..
he pick me up when i was down..

hmm..that's why, he's just so special..
i won't lose him..
but someday..
maybe, i will :(

"hahaha..ya engga lah..gw sms, kyk gt krn emang hati gw ingin mengucapkan kata2 itu nes.. ga ada maxud lain kok! dan gw jg ga akan kmn2 kok.."

bener yah..
jgn kmana2..
gw masi butuh lo.. :)

Ketika

Ketika
Maliq & d'essentials

Ketika.. kurasakan sudah..
ada ruang di hatiku, yang kau sentuh..
dan ketika kusadari sudah..
tak selalu indah cinta yang ada..
mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti..
bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki..
salahkah ku bila, kau lah yang ada dihatiku..

adakah ku singgah dihatimu?
mungkin kah kau rindukan adaku?
adakah ku sedikit dihatimu?
bilakah ku mengganggu hari mu..
mungkin kah kau tak inginkan ada ku?
adakah ku sedikit dihatimu?

Bila memang ku yang harus mengerti..
mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki?
salahkah bila, kau yang ada dihatiku..
kau yang ada.. dihatiku..

bila cinta, kita tak akan tercipta,,
ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti..
adakah diriku, singgah dihatimu?
dan bilakah kau tau..
kaulah yang ada dihatiku..
kau yang ada.. di hatiku..
adakah ku, dihatimu?